So done feeling this way. For once, I want everyone to support me in everything I choose to do. I feel like my life lately isn’t fair. Why does someone always seem to ruin my happiness. So frustrating. Why.
having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. it’s the fear of failure but no urge to be productive, and it’s wanting friends while hating socializing. it’s like running a marathon with the willpower of a corpse because you want to get to the end but you also want to sleep and evaporate into the soil and become compost for snails and flowers because then at least you’re useful
So fucking accurate…
stop romanticizing the idea of becoming so dependent on another human being that you cannot function adequately without their presence goodbye